Nice one....

FSSB gathering.....tapi i dah bukan FSSB lagi....but yeah....i love all of them....chup! not all but most of them....

I really miss working with them crazy people....time breakfast,lunch.....minum petang....

So,after so long,we had a bbq session at Uncle's place...Yin's place...panggil uncle sbb dah tua dah....haahha....he cooked ok! and best nak mati....

Haniff (Baby Boi ),Me & Colleen

Abg Rizal , Me & Haniff

Me & My Love

Uncle Yin, Julian , Me & Alson

So kami mmg had fun giler....makan pastu gelak tak ingat nyerrr...... gambar bwh ni ada abby,dina,Kak Mainey kesayangan and karz......with our beloved uncle!

Nervous~

last 2weeks,me and haniff decided to do something that can change our lives... well,i guess its time... at first im not so sure about it,but as days goes by,im pretty sure bout it now....

so,now we r planning everything till we actually have the idea.... then after that,decision time....

if everything goes well,its gonna be one hell of a decision!

hahahhaha....im so lucky to have him and so happy to be with him.... doakan kami agar semua nya berjalan dgn lancar......

amin~

i was shocked!

When my baby haniff told me what you said to him before,i got shocked...really shocked....i never expect that coming from u girl...

i did forgive you for the things that you've done but that statement coming from u,really pissed me off....

before,u stole the guy that i was in love with...and u act as if nothing happen...and i forgive you coz u are my friend...and i gave u guys bless for that...and u were so scared of me...but i didn't do anything to u...

and when im with haniff now,how dare u asked him not to be with me???? what did i do wrong to you girl??? are you jealous or something??? i tot u r so happy with the boy that u already chose... hmm....i just don't understand....what else do u want from me...but yeah,haniff loves me very much and he doesn't care what u told him...he trust me more than anything.... so back off girl... i will act as if u never said anything,but im really hurt by u.....

Hantu la!

It was a fun nite with Xcellink....new company im working with.... Halloween dinner with great people... The function started at about 8pm and ended at about 11pm...

The food was ok as it was at Bangsar Seafood... oh,for the first time in my life,i won a lucky draw...hahahha...and our group won a hamper for the game that we played..

from left : Izmir,Ahmad,Kelly,Safrin and Kath (me)

This is the people that i work with....Izwan was suppose to join but he had to rush back to Johor for some emergency....

Fun Fun Fun!!!!!

Only for u~

I just realized that i have not posted this....

Happy 25th Birthday baby boy....

I love u so much~

Jangan sebok ok!

Boleh tak kalau awak tu jangan sebok dah hal saya?????

saya tak suka la awak sebok2 ni.....

saya dah tak nak tahu pasal awak so pls do the same thing....

rimas tau tak....

i think u know who you are....

so pls go away!!!!!!

Work Work Work!

Peeps,

i dah start kerja....hihihi....

tu je nak cakap.....

bye!

Birthday Lunch~

Sunday afternoon....had lunch with my sayang's family....occasion?? Sayang's ayah and sayang's early birthday..... Had lunch at PJ Hilton... Good food but i couldnt eat much coz of PP..... rugi jer...

Anyway, Sham brought Ash along...... i think that day was the first time Ash meeting the parents... Owh ya,she bought cupcakes for the birthday boys...

It was a great noon....

Happy Birthday Uncle....Happy Birthday Sayang!!!!!!

Another Celebration...

Oh My....

thank you sayang for another celebration.....

had so much fun....

really.....

and thank you to the owner of Cloth & Cleft for the drinks......

lotssa drinks....

Happy Birthday to Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Today is my birthday...hehehehe...im 26yrs old already...
last nite tepat pukul 12am,haniff pulang ke rumah bawak cake yg sgt comel...so sweet of him...then after dah makan cake tu,haniff took me to Borneo...saje chillin kat sana...

it was myself,haniff,linda and loy....then M came along...pastu tetiba Krul and Jony datang jugak...i was surprised....pastu wan pon datang jugak with lokman...i had a lot last nite...thank you so much sayang for all dat...i didnt expect anything actually...comel je haniff ni tau!

then later after that,we went makan at PJ...sambung skit lagi la...then terus balik umah.... owh,i cried in the car on the way going makan...i cried because i was too happy...i love haniff so much!!!!!!

Ramadhan~

its been a while....lupa ada blog...hahhaa...
anyways,ramadhan kali ni sangat bermakna...banyak benda yg baik berlaku...sedih dan gembira...jap,sedih kerana gembira...i guess no one understands but i do....

i would say,its the best ramadhan ever...and i hope for the next next next one,its gonna be better....

hmm,raya tahun ni,i got 2 pairs of baju kurung....white ( black,pink,purple ) and also blue&black...semuanya beli kat kelantan....thanx to kak na...owh,i went back to kelantan for a few days,saja berpuasa kat sana....and ya,i had fun...dah lama tak merasa masakan kelantan...

erm,this year raya,im not going back to terengganu like always...its kinda silly but my dad allows me to raya in KL with my beloved auntie...reason behind is because of my birthday which fall on the 4th raya...coz my dad knows i akan celebrate nyer and he knows i have lotsa frens in KL...if i balik terengganu for sure lama.....its kinda sad not to be with your family during raya...tapi,i memang live with my family....lain la if i memang tak duduk ngan diaorang kan....but yeah,i love them so much....and sekarang ni lagi love sebab diaorang nak i happy masa my birthday....hehhehe...

lagi pun im not gonna be alone here in KL...im gonna stay with my auntie kat Subang Perdana...and i get to beraya with my beloved Haniff and his family too....and im so excited about that... =)

my family akan balik terengganu esok and i pon pergi rumah my auntie esok jugak...last minute shopping this saturday....Haniff akan bawak i cari kasut....then takde apa dah....tunggu nak raya je...

ok la...im sleepy dah...im gonna write more soon ya....good nite....

Im gonna Love it!

After 2months,after doing nothing....at last im gonna do something that i really love...im really happy but then its just gonna for a few months jerrrrrr....tp its ok la kan because its something that i really love to do....

Gaining experience its the most important thing...then from there,im gonna go somewhere...meeting people,music,thats what i like....tu la,tp my daddy said keje ni kejap je....lepas ni InsyaAllah take over company dia plak....hehehhehehe....

hmmm,lepas ni dh takde masa for my baby....kesian kitaorg...tapi ok la..dia pon busy and same goes to me soon...but for sure ada la masa utk kitaorg nnt....

MONDAY,its gonna be work work work!!!!!!

Everything~

Im really happy...im glad that i have Haniff in my life...ive never been so much in love like how im feeling right now...

im very comfortable when im around him...i love his family...they are like my family now...Haniff is everything to me...

are we going too fast??? well,i think we r ok...not too slow and not too fast...i love Haniff so much...he makes me happy all the time...everytime he's with me,i feel safe and loved...

i wanna have this feeling for the rest of my life....

Bored!

When can i start work again??? Gosh im freaking bored and going out of my mind already... now i just eat eat and eat.... from 45kg (3months ago) to 54kg......arrrggghhhh!!!!!!

bosannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....

Dun Call Yourself a 'BOSS'!

Just cant figure out how you became a boss...you are suppose to take care of the one that works for you but instead you take advantage on them...

i was so excited to work for you but then when you tried to be someone special in my life,i just couldnt take it...i only treat you as my boss and also a fren but when u said you fell in love with me,that's not rite at all boss!!!!

sorry that i quit my job out of sudden but i rather be jobless then be uncomfortable in the office seeing your face for 8hrs...hey,when you get my replacement,treat them nice ya!

you & me ......

You made me realize that there is still love out there...there is still someone that cares and adores me...there is still someone that can make me happy and always be there for me...even that i am very scared of love, but u made it go away bit by bit...

I thank you for making me believe that not all guys are the same... i thank you for making me believe in 'love' again...

You know how to make me smile,you know how to make me laugh...

3rd of may 2009 was the day when i knew that i fell for you... and that's our day... i tot i would make a mistake but i was wrong... i am so in love and very much in love... and i am proud to say that you are everything to me now... i know its too soon to say it but my feeling never lie to me....thank you for always being there for me even yourself is so busy with work... but you had the initiative to find a bit of your busy time just to spend it with me...

thank you for being so understanding and support me in whatever i do... and you know that i will always support in whatever you do...

i thank GOD that i found you and i hope we will be together as long as we could...

as you know,i don't simply fall for a guy... but when i start to love someone,i will love him with all my heart...and that someone is You...

Haniff bin Hamzah... I love u Baby~

* Istimewa

Takut!

im scared,he is scared,she is scared,they are scared....everyone!
im trying my best to make that feeling go away...but if its only me who is doing it,then wats the point aite?
be strong....berani skit....then everything will do fine...
People....lets get rid of the FEAR!!!!!

Risk!

Risk...word for the month for me...why? its because i took the risk that can change my life....what is it??? its for me to know and for u to find out....why did i take the risk???? because if i dun,i will never know...wether its going to work out or not,time will tell.....

that's life...watever we do,we gotta take the risk...even a small thing....then we learned from mistakes...else,kita jadi tunggul kayu je la dlm dunia ni...kalo ambik risk,baru la life ni challenging...ader ups and downs....baru la best....hahahha...

tapi tu la....im just gonna wait and see if its worth it or not....but i believe dat i didnt make a wrong choice of taking the risk...if it goes well,i will be the happiest and paling kaya....takde la paling kan...hahaha!!!!!! wow....dat sounds nice isnt it??? we'll see how it goes...TUNGGUUUUUU~

im happy....very happy....to accept the challenge....

* better make the risk worth!!!!!!!!

What a Weekend!

Made me forget bout everything.....every stress dat i had....every questions on my mind....started from friday evening.....it was all good...

went around with a 'fren'....makan2.....jalan2.....hahaha....supposingly pergi TT ngan car club but end up having a great party at Cyberjaya....was all up in the sky....met new frens,old frens....wow,dat was great....hahaha....thinking of forgetting about everything end up,an old drama started again...

why he needs to bother me when im happy? screw him....now he's telling me dat KARMA is going after him....well,u deserved it babeh! watever u said to me last friday nite,it wont get me to go and see u....sorry dude! even u called me so many times dat nite while i was having so much fun....naaahhh....maybe next time....or never.....

after dat party in Cyber,me and a 'fren' went makan at bestari....had my favourite indo mee burger....damn its nice...saw a few frens there....and we lepak till 4am...had so much laughs and i was happy!

went back to pj and slept there coz i couldnt drive back home....it was all good....hehehe.....sleep like a baby....

woke up and then mandi and makan and then jalan2 shopping at the curve...bought few stuff and then as usual when im at the curve,i'll be at starbux borders....my peeps will always be there hanging out talking bout stuff....had my apple juice and few frens came by and sit down with us...

then me and my 'fren' and the brother went to JAKE's and had the best steak ever! wow! kenyang giler ok....then went back to pj,get dress and again to another party at solaris....choons award event....

meet up with the same party pooper....had few drinks...talking and laughing all the way....then,saw my ex-best fren there...urrrghh...he didnt even say hi...owh,watever.....so i went dancing at the dance floor,alone as usual....suddenly,mr.L grab my hand and take me to the entrance and start talking crap.....as usual...hahahha...dat was funny.... then after a while,had more drinks and i went back to pj again....

had the best talk with my 'fren' and there u go.........

woke up on sunday after noon and had lunch with my 'fren' at home then went out and hang with the brother at bangsar...jalan2 again and makan2 again.....then went back to pj and watched 'he's just not into u'.....i cried at the end of the movie....hahahaha....

then i got hungry,went to uptown with my 'fren' and had sup ekor....hehhhe..my fav! then again went to starbux borders curve,had my choc frap.....hehehehe.....and then back to pj,took my car and head home!

it was a great weekend for me....thanx to all my peeps...even i dun tell,but u guys know dat i need a great weekend...and to a 'fren' of mine who has been spending time with me,u r great! thanx for everything...

chow!

I cried....

Kenapa la voters ni bodoh sgt???? why aril yg kena kuar??? tipu la sume ni.... dah la aku nangis masa dia kuar....wat???? hahahhaha...yeah i did cry....

sedih....coz he is sooooo talented la.....

hmm....but i know dia akan berjaya out there....i know....cewaaahhhhhhhh....aku sukerrrrrr.....

Bla Bla bla @%&%$#*#&#^@#%

Can i just go away? i dun wanna be stress...i dun wanna think...i just want to be happy... why do i have to go thru all dis??? why??? life is so complicated... i just need my frens...they know how to make me happy....

i feel.......i dunno what im feeling rite now....dah takde hati dan perasaan...jiwa kosong....otak beku....hmmmm......

tah la....nak tulis apa apa pon dah tak mampu........empty~

How Do You Know?

Sometimes i dun believe in it anymore....sometimes i do.... maybe its because im afraid,scared,phobia kot....
i dunno...its just hard...
when u think its the rite thing to do,it turn out to be the worst thing....when u think its not the rite thing to do,u just lost the thing that u should do...
i just wish that i can predict future so that i know what i should do...but that is soooooo impossible....

then how do u know??? u wouldnt know....u have to make wise decision and just go with it...take the risk...take whatever it is....i guess that's life....
for now,im just gonna go with the flow...i wish im still a baby so that i wont think of anything...pening kepala la...but im an adult now and i have to make my own decision and live my life....
to me,my life is wonderful....hahahaha...60% of it...where's the other 40% of happiness??? somewhere i guess...when is it coming to me? hmm...i wonder...
i guess im still not ready for that 40% yet....because i dunno.............

i believe someday i will know....but when is that??? i wouldnt know....
oh,what crap am i talking now??????? ahahaahahaahhaa.....

ok,enuff!

Comel nyerrrrr.....

haaaaiiiihhhh.....

cair sungguh hati ini.....hahaha.....

comelnyer si dia......

alalalalalalalala......

ader jugak lelaki yang comel macam ni......

dulu tak ske sangat....

now suara dah improve,OMG.........

awwwwwwwwww........

tak puas tgk dia nyanyi......

comel nak mati2........

HOPE THAT HE WINS SOMETHING FOR AF7.........

Im Soooooooo in LOVE!

Where should i start.....hmmmm......


im so in love with him............love at first sight.....he is just my taste.....he is just what i want....


oh GOD pls help me.....i will be the happiest girl in the world if i would ever have him.....




what should i do...???? what should i doooooooooo????





well,i dunno....i dun think i'll ever get him....hmmm,maybe kot,one day if i really try hard.....


aaarrrgghhhh....help me....i want him sooooooo bad.......





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I WANT SONY VAIO P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Speedy Trip~

BANGKOK WAS GREAT!


went with kak mainey and abg rizal....took air asia.....sebab murah.....hahahah....reached there on saturday morning...then check in pastu makan lunch....




then apa lagi......SHOPPING TIMEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! penat sangat2....hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu.....tapi mata kitaorg tak leh dok diam....it was everywhere....coz the clothes there are so nice and CHEAP!!!!! Bloody cheap ok....


Kesian abg rizal has to jaga me and kak mainey....jaga as in bwk plastic bags for us la.....hahahah...shopping dua jam,lepak black canyon minum KOPI....then continue shopping lagi....then lepak black canyon lagi....hahahaha crazy.....dah penat sgt shopping went back to the hotel and freshened up.....


then dat nite went went jalan2 and had the best chinese food.....wow!!!!!! best giler.....tapi jalan jauh sangat...penat....tapi best la....then went back to the hotel and rest!!!!!!!

the next day bangun pagi2,and us still with our pyjamas went breakfast kat hotel tu....hahahhaha....dah la tak mandi lagi.....so wat????? bukan nyer ader orang kita kitaorang kat bangkok kan???? hahaahahaha..... then after breakfast,we all mandi anddddddddddddd get ready to SHOP again!!!!!!!

we have like until 3pm to shop and we were rushing like mad beli baju and stuff....dah macam orang giler dah.....penat sangat....finished all our money there itself!!!!!!!

then at 3pm,kita orang pon checked out,naik cab pegi airport...annoying taxi driver!!!!!!! i hate him!!!!! cakap banyak sangat!!!! damn!!!!!

sampai je KL,we were soooooo tired......and i have to work the next day....kak mainey best giler,she MC weyyyy......

the trip was fun even it was for only 2days.....really speeding cam amazing race....hahahhaa....thank you kak mainey and abg rizal for everything....

owh,btw,satu bilik share 3orang!!!!!! hehehehhhe....me kacau daun!!!!!!

love u kak mainey and abg rizal!!!!!!

EX's.........

Menyesal kan???? now only all of u regret??? why now??? you guys never appreciate me before...you guys never see how much i care and love for each and everyone of u time to time... i did everything but wat did i get...??? hurtful breakups!

now,trying to be nice to me again???? yes,all of u can be nice to me but only as frens....

well,to mr.M.....u cheated on me before.....i forgive u long time but i'll never forget....but u missing me again???? well,thank you for dat but i dun think i feel the same way....its been ages and my heart is close for u and insyaAllah it will never open for u anymore....

to mr.B.....trying so hard to be close again???? hell no.....u made my life misarable....u left me for no reason and after a week,u have someone else???? gosh.... i hope u stop msging me and stuff....i really hate u but im still being nice coz im a human being!

to both of u, appreciate what u have....dun just take advantage....u will regret as u are rite now...i feel sorry for both of u....well,KARMA!!!!!

till then....

Basket!

Why cant people just mind their own business??? why have to interfere with other people's life??? korang sume ni dah takde kerja lain ke??? tak boleh ke nak tengok orang lain happy??? orang2 macam ni tak patut ader kat bumi ni..... balik je kat planet korang....

macam la korang tu baik sangat....perfect sangat....korang ni memang menyusahkan.... cari la kerja yang berfaedah skit.... tak payah nak sebok2 pasal orang lain...

tolong la guna otak tu skit....kalo orang lain masuk campor hal korang,korang marah tak???? mesti la marah kan??? so,same goes to me..... dun mess with me la u all motherf*****s!!!!! nak sangat hidup korang merana ke??? bak datang la show ur faces....kalo berani cakap pasal orang,berani la berdepan...tak payah nak cakap2 belakang...tak jantan la macam tu....

insaf la,betulkan diri sendiri tu dulu.....

what i do,who im with,who my frens are,none of ur bloody business...

PEGI MATI!

What I do BEST!

Posing for cameras....dat is what i do best! i love cameras and i think camera loves me.... i dun F****** care if people call me camwhore,coz i just love to take pictures....

Last time,i do this a lot....going for photoshoot and stuff....but as i grow older,its very slow for me....but having the opportunity,i will always do it....

3,2,1 ACTION!!!!!!!!