I cried....

Kenapa la voters ni bodoh sgt???? why aril yg kena kuar??? tipu la sume ni.... dah la aku nangis masa dia kuar....wat???? hahahhaha...yeah i did cry....

sedih....coz he is sooooo talented la.....

hmm....but i know dia akan berjaya out there....i know....cewaaahhhhhhhh....aku sukerrrrrr.....

Bla Bla bla @%&%$#*#&#^@#%

Can i just go away? i dun wanna be stress...i dun wanna think...i just want to be happy... why do i have to go thru all dis??? why??? life is so complicated... i just need my frens...they know how to make me happy....

i feel.......i dunno what im feeling rite now....dah takde hati dan perasaan...jiwa kosong....otak beku....hmmmm......

tah la....nak tulis apa apa pon dah tak mampu........empty~

How Do You Know?

Sometimes i dun believe in it anymore....sometimes i do.... maybe its because im afraid,scared,phobia kot....
i dunno...its just hard...
when u think its the rite thing to do,it turn out to be the worst thing....when u think its not the rite thing to do,u just lost the thing that u should do...
i just wish that i can predict future so that i know what i should do...but that is soooooo impossible....

then how do u know??? u wouldnt know....u have to make wise decision and just go with it...take the risk...take whatever it is....i guess that's life....
for now,im just gonna go with the flow...i wish im still a baby so that i wont think of anything...pening kepala la...but im an adult now and i have to make my own decision and live my life....
to me,my life is wonderful....hahahaha...60% of it...where's the other 40% of happiness??? somewhere i guess...when is it coming to me? hmm...i wonder...
i guess im still not ready for that 40% yet....because i dunno.............

i believe someday i will know....but when is that??? i wouldnt know....
oh,what crap am i talking now??????? ahahaahahaahhaa.....

ok,enuff!

Comel nyerrrrr.....

haaaaiiiihhhh.....

cair sungguh hati ini.....hahaha.....

comelnyer si dia......

alalalalalalalala......

ader jugak lelaki yang comel macam ni......

dulu tak ske sangat....

now suara dah improve,OMG.........

awwwwwwwwww........

tak puas tgk dia nyanyi......

comel nak mati2........

HOPE THAT HE WINS SOMETHING FOR AF7.........

Im Soooooooo in LOVE!

Where should i start.....hmmmm......


im so in love with him............love at first sight.....he is just my taste.....he is just what i want....


oh GOD pls help me.....i will be the happiest girl in the world if i would ever have him.....




what should i do...???? what should i doooooooooo????





well,i dunno....i dun think i'll ever get him....hmmm,maybe kot,one day if i really try hard.....


aaarrrgghhhh....help me....i want him sooooooo bad.......





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I WANT SONY VAIO P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Speedy Trip~

BANGKOK WAS GREAT!


went with kak mainey and abg rizal....took air asia.....sebab murah.....hahahah....reached there on saturday morning...then check in pastu makan lunch....




then apa lagi......SHOPPING TIMEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! penat sangat2....hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu.....tapi mata kitaorg tak leh dok diam....it was everywhere....coz the clothes there are so nice and CHEAP!!!!! Bloody cheap ok....


Kesian abg rizal has to jaga me and kak mainey....jaga as in bwk plastic bags for us la.....hahahah...shopping dua jam,lepak black canyon minum KOPI....then continue shopping lagi....then lepak black canyon lagi....hahahaha crazy.....dah penat sgt shopping went back to the hotel and freshened up.....


then dat nite went went jalan2 and had the best chinese food.....wow!!!!!! best giler.....tapi jalan jauh sangat...penat....tapi best la....then went back to the hotel and rest!!!!!!!

the next day bangun pagi2,and us still with our pyjamas went breakfast kat hotel tu....hahahhaha....dah la tak mandi lagi.....so wat????? bukan nyer ader orang kita kitaorang kat bangkok kan???? hahaahahaha..... then after breakfast,we all mandi anddddddddddddd get ready to SHOP again!!!!!!!

we have like until 3pm to shop and we were rushing like mad beli baju and stuff....dah macam orang giler dah.....penat sangat....finished all our money there itself!!!!!!!

then at 3pm,kita orang pon checked out,naik cab pegi airport...annoying taxi driver!!!!!!! i hate him!!!!! cakap banyak sangat!!!! damn!!!!!

sampai je KL,we were soooooo tired......and i have to work the next day....kak mainey best giler,she MC weyyyy......

the trip was fun even it was for only 2days.....really speeding cam amazing race....hahahhaa....thank you kak mainey and abg rizal for everything....

owh,btw,satu bilik share 3orang!!!!!! hehehehhhe....me kacau daun!!!!!!

love u kak mainey and abg rizal!!!!!!

EX's.........

Menyesal kan???? now only all of u regret??? why now??? you guys never appreciate me before...you guys never see how much i care and love for each and everyone of u time to time... i did everything but wat did i get...??? hurtful breakups!

now,trying to be nice to me again???? yes,all of u can be nice to me but only as frens....

well,to mr.M.....u cheated on me before.....i forgive u long time but i'll never forget....but u missing me again???? well,thank you for dat but i dun think i feel the same way....its been ages and my heart is close for u and insyaAllah it will never open for u anymore....

to mr.B.....trying so hard to be close again???? hell no.....u made my life misarable....u left me for no reason and after a week,u have someone else???? gosh.... i hope u stop msging me and stuff....i really hate u but im still being nice coz im a human being!

to both of u, appreciate what u have....dun just take advantage....u will regret as u are rite now...i feel sorry for both of u....well,KARMA!!!!!

till then....

Basket!

Why cant people just mind their own business??? why have to interfere with other people's life??? korang sume ni dah takde kerja lain ke??? tak boleh ke nak tengok orang lain happy??? orang2 macam ni tak patut ader kat bumi ni..... balik je kat planet korang....

macam la korang tu baik sangat....perfect sangat....korang ni memang menyusahkan.... cari la kerja yang berfaedah skit.... tak payah nak sebok2 pasal orang lain...

tolong la guna otak tu skit....kalo orang lain masuk campor hal korang,korang marah tak???? mesti la marah kan??? so,same goes to me..... dun mess with me la u all motherf*****s!!!!! nak sangat hidup korang merana ke??? bak datang la show ur faces....kalo berani cakap pasal orang,berani la berdepan...tak payah nak cakap2 belakang...tak jantan la macam tu....

insaf la,betulkan diri sendiri tu dulu.....

what i do,who im with,who my frens are,none of ur bloody business...

PEGI MATI!