How Do You Know?

Sometimes i dun believe in it anymore....sometimes i do.... maybe its because im afraid,scared,phobia kot....
i dunno...its just hard...
when u think its the rite thing to do,it turn out to be the worst thing....when u think its not the rite thing to do,u just lost the thing that u should do...
i just wish that i can predict future so that i know what i should do...but that is soooooo impossible....

then how do u know??? u wouldnt know....u have to make wise decision and just go with it...take the risk...take whatever it is....i guess that's life....
for now,im just gonna go with the flow...i wish im still a baby so that i wont think of anything...pening kepala la...but im an adult now and i have to make my own decision and live my life....
to me,my life is wonderful....hahahaha...60% of it...where's the other 40% of happiness??? somewhere i guess...when is it coming to me? hmm...i wonder...
i guess im still not ready for that 40% yet....because i dunno.............

i believe someday i will know....but when is that??? i wouldnt know....
oh,what crap am i talking now??????? ahahaahahaahhaa.....

ok,enuff!